5/7
2010
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I joined a gym today. Mixed feelings. But ultimately, I’m excited. I wore a bathing suit for the first time in four years and was moderately comfortable walking around in it and dressing in the locker room.
I’m reluctant to say it, but I feel pretty optimistic about this new endeavor. I have to make this work because I’m more unhealthy every single day. Mentally, physically, I feel like I’m falling apart.
